It’s June. In the past it means an elevated level of anxiety, as exam would soon come. Things are a little bit different this year, with papers come one week earlier. It’s still a long way till exam is really over, but life’s significantly easier after the two written papers are over.

I actually feel a bit lost after the exams. I forgot what happened in the past years, but I haven’t devoted my fullest efforts to this final final exam. I did study, but we generally have a feeling that there is no way we won’t pass this exam. The difference is really whether we’ll just “meet expectations” or is “above expectations”. Which won’t matter anyway because we’ll get a job anyway, and how well we did in the exams won’t matter what kind of job we get. (It’s apparent what job we’ll get, isn’t it?)

So, it’s time to think things. Stuff like how I’m going to spend this very last summer vacation, how I should prepare for work, and how I should spend my future life, both in the short term and in the long term. The future is always fascinating, and it’s important that we continually upgrade ourselves and evolve, so that we don’t always look back and miss the old days.

Or maybe I shouldn’t worry too much. We stil have OSCA and VIVA, and JHDO interview. Yes, I’ve finally decided to give it a try. I may or may not succeed. But should I succeed, I hope I haven’t made a wrong decision staying in PP.