I’ve been thinking a lot lately. Ever since I got rejected for JHDO, I’ve been looking for a job (although not very enthusiastically) and got very troubled. I guess it’s not that I think I’d not get a job, but that the feeling of uncertainties is troubling. Yes, we’re all afraid of uncertainties. That’s why we all try to deal with troubles. Some people resort to escape, hoping that the trouble would somehow go away; others deal with the problem bravely and would try to resolve every trouble until they see light at the end of the dark alley. I’m neither type of persons. I get anxious; but when I get exceedingly anxious, I start to become very annoying (yes, not annoyed). Luckily for me, some people would still listen to me and tell me that I’m very annoying. And from that moment onwards I’ll try to behave. How do I solve the problem? I’ll try my best, and, although I’m not exactly a catholic, I tend to believe that God already has an answer for me. It only matters when I’ll find that answer.

Anyway the best way to deal with emotional ups and downs is to find something else to do. I did exactly that today. I read a journal, and continued processing the photos I took during elective. Well, this time I selected a random day again (rather than continuing working on the photos from CPH). I chose Bergen, another beautiful city we went to. And, this time when I handled the photos, I tried to be a little different. I hope you’ll find that difference.

120229 Bergen Day 1